NOT FOR ME

How many times

Did I try,

Only to end up feeling blue?

Yesterday I failed,

Today, the same.

I'm afraid I won't try again.

Maybe this is not for me.

I'm drifting away from it,

Growing numb.

Don't whisper about it

It has ruined my life.

I can't feel anything anymore,

Emotionless.

I've been here countless times.

Once, I felt too much;

Now, I feel nothing.

Maybe love isn't meant for me.